Dear Readers..

As many knows, the main reason this blog was created is to update both ways for the relationship between myself and Michelle. However, the good story of us had come to an end. With the mistakes that both of us has made, it is nearly impossible to heal the wound that has been scratched between us. In hope the person i had love the most would be strong and cherished the memories.

In life, all of us had made mistakes that we ourselves would regret it so much. Upon respecting her wish,i would not contact her until she is ready. Truth be told i would always still miss and love her. I had my time, but my time is up. So its time for me to move on with head held high. And every so and then, i would look back and cherished what i have had.

To the person who would be dating her. Do spend your time wisely and when you are with her, remember that your life time are with her, its no more about yourself

Her jokes are completely lame, but once in a while, laugh out loud with her. You should see her giggle :)

When she complained and whine, do not make promises as she would hold upon it permanently

Learn to forgive for her mistakes, i had my chance, but i didn't grab. You would have your chance too, so grab it

Be firm on her wellbeing and her calories intake, she often likes to cheat!

While doing bad things with her, ensure you are around. Never let her get control of something you believe she can't

Hold her hand while you're driving, or else she would be insisting your hand to be upon hers

And most important of all.. Love her passionately as she would love you more then she could love herself...

Some of Michelle friends has been wondering why we broke up? Just to make myself clear, it was me, not her. . I've cheated upon her .. I wouldn't want to explain the details much. But yours truly. MY FAULT..

If there was a chance would i turn back the time and be the better man i should have been? Yes and No.. I have my flaws, i have my weaknesses. But she has made me to a better person in life.


Before i end my blogging, ill add in some of the memories we had that i would always hold upon :)

Yours truly,

I love you still...

The End.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tSdELZxEnHY Its time to lead separate path with the request as you wanted.

Future is scary.. BUT

Dear my love,

Yes, as your previous post mentioned, the future is scary. But aren't what we are doing now is a well something scary? We do not know what the future would leads us to. But we strive trough and push all out to bring out the best out of each other to live happily.

What we are facing now would be challenging, but relationship in life is always a challenge, is how well the determination that would dare to put in trough. The future is in deed scary but if we really pull it off (Im optimistic on it), the reward would be indescribable  (in a happy version of course)..

Here would be an example of a reward that we should learn and cherish..

OK! Moment ruined.... Dah ah..

My part of the story

My dear beloved Michelle..

As you would know, the main reason i have created this blog is to  keep our life story as detailed as possible. Expressing our thoughts and feeling of our daily life. Apart from that, it is as well to mark every single minor details that we have accomplished so that one day, when we look back on our previous post. That indescribable feeling would come back and make a big fat smile on our face or not (I believe it would always will) :)

Back in Malaysia, when one of the friday prayers that i would often go, the imam mentioned :

"There would never be solution for peace for races. However, what unite each and every single humanity is RELIGIOUS"

I know both of us comes from different ethnic background, and some of our surrounding peeps have issues between our relationship. But always remember this Michelle. Great things that would happen would always have negative people who try to push you down as they are scared the life would not be as great as ours. No matter how much we put an effort towards it, people still would be talking nonsense. Its inevitable and the best thing we should do is do not care much for it and focus on what you want :) 

I am thankful to have you Michelle. I really do. And i am very pleased and happy that my family treats you like you're apart of my family. From my parents and siblings all the way to my cousins (Not to mentioned my uncles and aunt. All of them speaks highly of you. They had great time chatting with you despite you're utterly shy la sangat :P From time to time, my family would ask about you and would often ask me if i am treating you well. 

Sometimes, i am jealous for you to have great friends around. Friends that would spend great quality time together. I envy as you had some lunatic friends such as Stef to travel and have great adventure. Although i am quite worried about you being too adventure, certain time i want you to be adventurous even if it worried sick. So one day when you realised you dont have your time of your own started working. You have done great accomplishment that not many would do.

Alright. there more for me to say but im just too lazy to elaborate things.

To prove that your clothing are just way too huge than what you were suppose to wear. HERE A PICTURE OF ME WEARING YOUR SMALL  SIZE OF SWEATER!

Yours sincerely,

The first love of your life :)

Dear Michelle...

My Dear Michelle,

The purpose i created this blog is to share our memories together while we are away for our future life career development. If you feel there a time of sadness, or life treating you unfair. Read this blog to cheer you up.

Every detail no matter how small it could be. We should embrace it the fullest as life is just too short. Not to forget, the sweetest things often we would forget easily and the bitter ones would always leaves a scar in our heart for a long period of time, some may not even heal.

Always remember that you are a lady, not a girl anymore. While i am away, take care of yourself, be good, dont forget your prayers, and never let anyone to be rude to you in what so ever manner. Let this first post be a reminder for you when i'm not around.

Michelle, do not compare yourself with any of my previous companion. You might not have what they do have, but remember, at the end of the day, i have chose you, and fate has brought us back even it took so long for me to contact you back.

Your faithful BF,

Afiq T